Friday, June 17, 2005 Y 9:31 PM
can't describe out my feeling, feel frustrated the whole day, my mind can't function nor working when i need it.. it keep gone blank, yesterday went back home as mr. sms me & told me he still working, meet him at causeway point around 8+pm & went to had our dinner at Corona Chicken Rice , so nice -yummy- we place an order of :-1 hot plate of spicy fillet - me1 hot plate of black pepper chicken - mr.1 can of coke - shareso full, after that went to 1st floor saw is metro sales!! didn't buy anything not suitable for me. after that all the incident i dun wish to mention it again -i'm sad, i'm frustrated-today a/c dept treat us for lunch at thai restaurant , food wise not bad too... actually i'm not full at all, i got no appetite since this morning.. my mind are all BLANK!!!!!!mr. just call me once today when i go for my lunch, usually he reach back camp he'll sms me, sleep oso sms me, morning for row call he'll sms me.. but yesterday not even 1 sms i received from him, even this morning too.. only get the sms he sent me which are reflect in unhappy way of reply.. he seems turn abit cold ..... miss him so much especially today he 's on standby, mr. did call me and talk to me nicely when i'm going to knock off work.... i feel happy kekeke... -silly me-life is so miserable w/o him!!!!!!!!!
