♥ Clarissa ♥

Tuesday, February 28, 2006 Y 11:07 AM

i hate them.. i HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a fuck management!!! he's the boss and yet he kept silence but ignore everythings happen in reality..

he's such a moron bastard!!!

and that FRANCIS LEE is a fucking JERK! who fuck around in the company and stabbing other coll! what a fucker, jerk, bastard fellow is him??

i curse francis lee - get cancer or disease by fucking china girls!!!
i curse francis lee - injury himself during driving in china!!!
i curse francis lee - can't get business for company and made company loss all profit!!!
i curse francis lee - never ever will success in this manufacturing field!!!
i curse francis lee - never had a good life for his whole entire fucking life!!!

i want this jerk to repay all of us whatever he had done to us!!!!

after saying all this... feel more better....

Sunday, February 26, 2006 Y 11:35 AM

darl bring me for breakfast at MacDonald --Hooray--

big breakfast meal & hot tea - me
big breakfast meal & coke - darl
sausage with egg muffin - darl

he's hungry that y he ate alot... hahaha...

yesterday suppose to go al-meen for supper but darl is sleeping and he can't wake up ... wait n wait at home till i cook instant noodle for supper... smoke and talk to my young bro and went to sleep..

we're suppose to ride our devil to JB but gods know darl niece went to break his specs... shit! got to make new lens cost about S$30, anyway is cheap haha i expect it will cost about $100 and above..

bro call up n say wanna lend fishing rod he and his friends are going for fishing at seletar dam at 2pm...

got to stop here need to check email think mailbox damn full about 3 months nv check...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006 Y 8:52 AM

we had a fun day at downtown east on weekend 17/02 to 19/02... woOooooooo........

baby and i book an chalet for his family 2 units - 3 family hahaha... is pack not enough space to sleep but overall i still get space to sleep for 2 nights...

17/02 - darl & i travel down to check in, relax and we went to explore the whole downtown east, went to arcade and play pool , went to cheers to purchase charcoal for bbq, went back to chalet watch tv till 8+ uncle and his father reach... helping them unpack stuff... about 9 uncle start fire!!!!!!! is BBQ time.. we ate macoroni (i tink spell like this) for dinner, satay, garlic bread and alot of foods.. by the time of 10 his family is there... while u should know when about to 1am his family guys will be preparing fishing stuff. his sister me n his aunt follow them for fishing but about an hr later we're tired and cold.. 3 of us + his bro-in-law went back to chalet to sleep...

18/02 - darl came back from fishing call my hp n ask me to open up the sliding door, sound funny i nv lock... but is really lock by his aunt hahaha... i went back to sleep again .. not yet asleep for 5 mins, darl wake me up n ask me whether wanna follow him to changi to buy nasi lemak for his family.. instead of asking me, his aunt ask him to go out coz i'm sleeping hahaha... worried that he can't cope to carry so much food, i follow him to changi we bought 15 packs hahaha damn heavy by e time reach back chalet is about 8+ had our breakfast and darl went to sleep... me sitting outside n wait for his family to bathe finish.. finally is my turn, bathe finish about 10mins later, haikel told me we're going to wild wild wet.. YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! aunt spent alot of $$ inside we had so much fun at the kids swimming playground and we keep on going for a ride at Ulah-lah!!! we took pic and haikel give me 1 kekeke... the babies are tired so we had our lunch at KFC n we went to our unit, change everything n sleep until 4+ woke up, go n bathe again keke time's for BBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at night his cousin family came down..... we bought a small cake for aunt.. she was surprised to see the cake from us, we celebrate for her and hakim.. night time the guys go for fishing accompany and chit chat with darl and i went to bed..

19/02 - check out day, everyone is awake so early but darl and i still sleeping.. in the end force myself to wake up and bathe, had instant noodles for breakfast, accompany them to wait for his cousin in law lorry to fetch his family back home...

**the funny things i heard from darl is that, on e 1st day they went fishing, so uncle and his bro in law feel tired, they went back to the chalet to sleep but who knows the unit of sliding door is being lock, up to no choice they slept outside the whole night hahaha... n they told aunt abt this things. aunt say them back hahahahaha....

reach back home watch tv and sleep, at night darl wake up n told me that mehmeh call him to ask us go down his workplace anyway it is his birthday on monday, so we took cab instead of riding our devil out, had a burbon coke (spell like this??) and had a few games of poker card, leave the place about 12 went to supper near boat quay after that took cab home n sleep..

enjoy myself with darl during the weekend... here's the pic we took before they came.

:: retarded couple ::

i love this guy so much!!!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006 Y 8:09 AM

i was shocked when i received a bouquet of flowers with chocolate and bear, is from my darl... everyone is the office feel so happy for me hahaha.. i'm a lucky gal...

anyway we had dinner at his house, special dinner *yummy* *yummy* we watch tv together... there something very serious happen in my life which i don't want to say it...

anyway here's the pic of the gift darl :-

:: gift that darl send to me - taken in the office ::

:: a close and far shot of my gift ::

i love you my mr retarded so much till no more further emotion nor words can describe ...

Tuesday, February 14, 2006 Y 4:39 AM

Valentines Day is Here again yeahhhh i love it.

I only love to celebrate Valentines Day and My Birthday as i get gifts from my Missy

Don't know what i'm getting later as it will sure suprise me and hope what i got her suprise her although it don't cost a bomb but i had made a minor improvement then last year by the way last year i got her Roses all Roses hope this year better a bit hehehe... "Wait for her to Update

PS: Missy, no matter happen between us last time i will love you still, you change me a lot from the last time typical beng to a mature and "HANDSOME" young men, you push me till i get my license and i know you will push me till i succeed in my life

So it's now 4+am in the morning and i just woke up "believe me i just woke up" & i can't wait for my gift

ok peeps i gonna play my game on my XboX here's a picture of my Beautiful Missy with my Mistress Little Devil at Yishun Dam early in the morning..

My Pride & Joy of 2006

Monday, February 13, 2006 Y 1:07 PM

i wish every couples in this world a happy early VALENTINE'S day.. may you and your partner last forever...

bought something for darl, doesn't know whether he like this gift?? things and rumours are spreading again!! i don't really bother..

darl brought me to dam on sat but no one was there sat for awhile and we head to alameen for our supper :-

murtubak pizza - darl
special coin prata - me

nice.. yummy had a fun supper can't sleep but i still force myself to sleep..

while just updating some pic, need to go off.. wed going in m'sia plant again!!!!!!!

:: me ::

:: darl with stoopid face :: hahaha

Friday, February 10, 2006 Y 11:17 PM

have been thinking hard this few days, should i have another blog just for my personal thoughts???? sometimes i do not wish to be written on this blog as it's privacy to me... just to me....

lately things have been happen on me till i can't cope, i'm sick of all this nonsense stuff, i'm sick of rumours all this craps, i'm sick of letting people controlling me or ordering me... just one simple sentence...

I'M SIMPLY HATE IT!!!!!!!!

have been working so hard just to archieve my goal yet there's always someone behind me stabbing me... ain't this type of idiot feel annoying and bored by doing all this stupid tiny movements.. you're just wasting your time on this stupid movements that you're doing, first of all i'm not free to entertain you as i've plenty of works to be done, secondly no matter what you say or do i'll not give up i'll fight till the end with you!!!

the abovementioned things just happen to me recently.. and i get to know from my senior about this issue that someone in the company told my management that i'm not happy with my current dept and wish to be transfer to others dept! i was shocked when i heard it even my boss approached me and ask me?

all i can comments are i never even feel unhappy staying in this dept, i simply love this team, we've the team spirit, we fight together as a team, we survive as a team too.. i'll never give up on my team.. all i say to the person is that "you can eat anything you want but words can't spit out anyway you want!" you'll make a person lose the ricebowl just becoz of your stupid rumours..

have been trying hard to tell darl but whenever he told me his life things with his friends, my heart dun wish to say out as i do not wish to bring this to burden or make him stress over my things.. i can handle it by my own..

heard darl say something to me is that fri i can't go out with him if not i'll get sick just like the previous situation, sat i'm allow to go out with him.. feel sad when i heard this from him, although i heard him telling me last week but i'juz thought that he's joking with me...

all i can say is that i damn unlucky for this week, a week not yet past yet i have misfortunate things befall on me!! why must it always be me??? why not others???

getting to feel like i'm a loser!!!!

darl is out with his friends for movie marathon.. it must be very fun but.....................................................................................................

forget it.. from this moment on i just feel like to be alone thinking my own thoughts and decision..

Thursday, February 02, 2006 Y 10:19 AM

i damn fucking suay yesterday night, the phone was alright in the first place, wanted to copy some files to my mmc card but it prompt out a small little box written "WRITE PROTECTED"

gods know whhat's happening, so i leave it.. when input into my phone, it prompt out written "CARD CORRUPTED" trying to re-format it thru the phone, but duration was long as it's only moved up 1 small litty tiny bar ...

getting sick of waiting and my too fed up i switch off the phone but it's not working , up to no choice i remove the batt and on again.. everything was fine back so i ignore it..

till night, darl call me say meeting his friend at seletar dam so i agree to let him go...

that moment of talking to him my stomach scream for help "HUNGRY" so cook a packet of mee to eat.. i've a practice of looking time at my phone instead of my house grandfather clock..

flip the phone and here it goes, OFF... switch on again it OFF automatically .. so i repeated umpteen times of this steps... on OFF on OFF on OFF till i fed up leave it aside.. call darl using house hp (my apt no house phone, we're hightech family who use HP as house phone) hahahah....

anyway i call up darl and told him to bring over my tiny samsung flip phone to me before he goes off to dam.. darl say ok, and ask me to get ready coz he's bring me for supper.. i'm so delighted.. keke..

meet darl at my void carpark, aboard his bike and off we go to have chong pang nasi lemak for supper , we realised that the shop is not open for business, so but have no choice we went over to the malay coffeeshop for supper

mee soto - me
mutton chop - darl
teh tarik - both of us

the mee soto is not nice and not hot at all but darl order the mutton chop is nice..

after supper nowhere to go., we decided to dropby at dam, half of his frdz were there.. talk to them about 2am we went back home relax under my blk for chit chat till 3am. went back home zzz.

this year i'm proud to say that darl red packet got more than me.. to be true enough he almost every year will win me!! that's is not FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!

had mahjong session everyday till not enough sleep.. today will be working half day .. suppose is shutting down but got to report back to work for couples of hours...