♥ Clarissa ♥

Tuesday, July 25, 2006 Y 9:01 AM

felt so happy when i saw darling yesterday night..we love to chat with each other under my void deck.. .. .. .. .. .. ..

while was waiting for company bus this morning, we did not see cleaner auntie at all. she did not report to work yesterday.. but out of a sudden when we reach office everyone of us saw her, we were shocked !!.. .. .. cause she suppose to be on leave this few days.

after chatting with auntie, she told me that she is gonna take urgent leave for this couple of days. i was shocked to hear news from her that her husband was admitted to hospital.

her husband had heart attack on sunday and he is admitted to one of the local hospital, after serious observation doctor found out that two of his blood vessels was blocked and they need to transfer him to NUH for operation.

Auntie was rushing to finish her work then had to travel to NUH. Her husband is having his operation at 10am.

*god.. i pray to you, pls send an angel to guide auntie husband to pass through this operation and pray that you'll shone your lights on him to give him your guidance*

Let's us pray for auntie husband.. .. ..

Monday, July 24, 2006 Y 5:44 PM

When someone who are too bored in the office, will do alot of things that they never think of..

and that person is me! i'm bored to death!!! but only things that's not bored is i get to eat durian in the office!! i love the smell of it..

my coll gonna hate me! coz few of us just eat .. eat .. eat .. non stop!! i love durian!!

alright i've do a simple stretch of my beloved one.. my darling, my dog, my family .. .. .... .. ..

:: my loves ::

Y 9:42 AM

it was a loving moments for me and darling on saturday night! It's been a long time darling did not bring me for night breeze..

we went for movie in the afternoon...

brought haikel along with us, and he insist watching Nacho Libre.. so?? we went for this show instead of others.. comedy show.. overall quite nice.

went home to rest and darling FALL ASLEEP!!! this is our conversation when I call him up :-

haikel : hello??
me : hello haikel, is your uncle in ??
haikel : yes, wait a minute..... (happily searching for his uncle)
darlin : hello.
me : what are you doing?
darlin : watching..... watching..... (went blank)
me : watch what ???
darlin : oh.. watching the stars.
me : ??? huh oh, okie lor. bye.

he's always like this, whenever he's asleep or sleepy, he'll say lots of rubbish to you and when he woke up, he can't remember what did he mentioned at all!

the reason i call him up becoz darling say he will be fetching me at 8pm but is over 8pm!

in the end he came and fetch me at 10pm.

went to changi village for dinner *nasi lemak* the place was damn stuffy! hate it! after dinner, darling went to search for his precious thing. in the end boss told us that he's not going to bring in this product, guess we've to make a trip to beach road this time.

after dinner, darling bring to me changi beach for night breeze.. wOo!! It's was fun, romantic and .. ... ... the atmosphere was fabulous! as we were chatting the whole night, we keep on playing game and guess which airline fly pass us.

we left the place about to 2am. all the way travel back to woodlands but darling exit at jalan kayu, we drive pass seletar dam and we saw jasmine , she was alone by herself. darling make a U-turn and we chat with her for awhile.

*jasmine, stay cheerful and be strong*

OooOooOoo i love my darling ooOooOooO

Friday, July 21, 2006 Y 8:38 AM

i do not wish to make too much comments on my blog as i read through lisa blog, she just simply can't forget about the whole incident. so?? i don't mind whether she's able to forgive and forget anot.

at least i'm not that petty to copy and paste all the post that people have post and even the comment. this is too ridiculous!

you ask me to think about what i wrote about you? now you have to think about what you've done without asking my permission of copy my post to your blog just to let your dear FRIENDS to view the conversation we have.

enough of all this craps.... darling and I going to JB for dinner tonight !!!!!!!!!! and KTV with my coll................................

i'm such a fortunate gal who have a sweet, caring and protective darling........

love you sweetheart!

Wednesday, July 19, 2006 Y 8:49 AM

Darling and I are getting fine... we even went for small shopping and had our dinner at delifrance Yahoooooooooooooo ... HARD GAY... hahaha

Ok.. i've re-edit this post.. there's some misunderstanding between lisa and i, perhaps i'm just too over-sensitive over the things that she wrote, however lisa... i apologise to you for this misunderstanding... hope it end here... let's be friend again.

i've been thinking there's such a person in this world just want to create rumours everywhere just to spilt couple relationship.. that's what i've gone through before.. in the past darling and I went this thru umpteen time.

here's a advise to lisa :-

ignore those annoying people, they have nothing better to do and they're just jealous over you n tau relationship. just prove to them that no matter what rumours or craps they've said will not effect both of your relationship.

that's happen to lisa, there's an idiot who post on her comments that are full of rubbish.. while i think the anonymous lady is try to be exhibitionism, flibbertigibbet.

To the anonymous lady out there, no matter what you do are unuseful, what's your real intention no one knows it. But what i could comments on you is that whatever you've done are the most outrageous and dumb things that i've ever met! no one of us including will not emphasis you, so stop doing all this annoying stuff.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006 Y 3:40 PM

you say i throw my attitude to you?
you say that i talk rude to you?
all the abovementioned caption i'm UNABLE TO DO IT!

why??
you should know it yourself.

you seldom treat me in this way! nowadays i start to think about it, is it that i don't understand you well enough?

or you don't understand me well enough?

recently the past issue has been bring back to my life.. i've been think about it y does all this things happen to me???

i've done whatever i need to. but no matter what i have done, you'll not get pleased.

my lifestyle has change including my live.. i just feel that i'm living in a black hall with 4 walls surrounding me, there's no light and no direction for me to walk nor run at all...

you say that i kept things by myself?

i've try to bring up myself to discuss with you but always failed. i do not have any opportunity at all.

whenever i reach home, all the past things that you've done will recall back to my memories,

is hurting.. .. .. ..

as what i've mentioned, things turn badly now which i feel it myself.. perhaps you are unware about all this issue.

Monday, July 17, 2006 Y 9:45 AM

darling and i went to watch movie on friday after long hours of decision of planning.. we went to causeway point to catch a movie

Pirates of the carribean - dead man chest -

" rate : 4.5 stars, nice, trilling... "

saturday we went to ubi to pay the instalment of the little devil, follow by Regina Specialist bike shop.

we purchased 2 M-fizz evo helmet cost $120 for 2... worth it.. went back to his sweet home and rest.. had our breakfast+lunch+dinner together at his house.. yummy grandma cook lots of delicious dishes..

we left his home at 6.15 to changi as his camp-mate having his bbq for his birthday.. enjoy myself playing upwords with his camp-mate and their gf.. while darling enjoying cooking food and playing bingo...

out of a sudden, the lights was off...... imagine how dark is it!!! and here's the time they start to play flour at each-other..

oh yea!! did i forgotten to mention that we were being attacked by lizard shit where-ever we sit???

damn it!!!

reach home about 4 in the moring, bath and went to back.

yesterday call up baby & ask him whether he wanna follow me to haw par villa with my family but he choose to zzz coz he's tired!!

enjoy ourself at there especially the 2 little kids, went to mt.faber to take caber car. whole journey including return to mt.faber about 25mins, all of us enjoy ourself, lastly we went to had our dinner at chinatown.. -yummy-

meet darling after i reach back home, we proceed to almeen (spell in this way?) to had our dinner !! i'm damn full.. keep on dozzing off.

reach home sleep...

**send a sms to baby, but not a return sms from him at all** recently notice his attitude change.. everything.. is doesn't look like the past of him.. the way he talks, his expression... quite sad when he talk to me in an unsual way...... things turn bad which i feel it myself.. but it looks like he's not aware of all this things......

can't bring myself up to talk to him about this issue.

Thursday, July 13, 2006 Y 9:15 AM

it was fun, tired and obviously i keep on falling asleep when baby was fishing.. anyway it's worth it cause we caught a big fish!!!!

i not so sure what fish is that but it look yummy!!

went back home at 5am, anyway that night was the most sickening day cause 1 friend of ours went kite flying! he did not turn up at all....

opps.. i did not went for work on monday hahah it suppose to be world cup final match between France vs Italy but instead of watching it darling and i went to KTV for singing session hohoho!! so much fun there...

recently old sec class mate call up sort of like interview me! ahha sounds funny anyway he going to taiwan for a year... Bon voyage ~!~!~!~!

baby told me this saturday there's a event ... but i forgot what event is that...