Tuesday, July 18, 2006 Y 3:40 PM
you say i throw my attitude to you?you say that i talk rude to you?all the abovementioned caption i'm UNABLE TO DO IT! why??you should know it yourself.you seldom treat me in this way! nowadays i start to think about it, is it that i don't understand you well enough? or you don't understand me well enough?recently the past issue has been bring back to my life.. i've been think about it y does all this things happen to me???i've done whatever i need to. but no matter what i have done, you'll not get pleased.my lifestyle has change including my live.. i just feel that i'm living in a black hall with 4 walls surrounding me, there's no light and no direction for me to walk nor run at all...you say that i kept things by myself?i've try to bring up myself to discuss with you but always failed. i do not have any opportunity at all.whenever i reach home, all the past things that you've done will recall back to my memories,is hurting.. .. .. ..as what i've mentioned, things turn badly now which i feel it myself.. perhaps you are unware about all this issue.
